I see your online! I'd say hi but I know you wont answer, I've been ignored much too often to want to do that again. Oh for the days when I'd rush to reply to your call. Doing this now only makes me into a smitten puppy it seems. A nuisance to you. Something you now look down upon .. at least thats the feeling I get... I have no idea how you feel. And I'm not sure I want to realy. To have some one who's oppinion and view I admired and looked up to tell me I'm a dissapointment, ugly, a waste of time ... no, no one would want that.... but here's the thing ... you made me into this ....